[	Current Mood	|	enthralled	]
[	Current Music	|	Kings of Convenience - Suprise Ice	]

Go see it!  Beautifully Brilliant movie, starring Blake Lively, Mary Steenburgen, Joe Mantanga *sp?*.

I downloaded it last night, the dvd comes out at the end of the month but I couldn't wait. Brilliant soundtrack too.

That is all :P

[	Tags	|	bookshelves, charmed dvds, cosima, music, spring!, stars	]
[	Current Mood	|	happy	]
[	Current Music	|	Colbie Caillat - Coco Album	]

It's the second day of Spring, beautiful and sunny, clouds in the sky but nothing menacing looking haha, I feel like taking my guitar out the front and sitting on the grass and playing it, but we've put poison on our front yard to get rid of weeds and bindies (Bindee, Bindy? :P*
I'll settle for having dinner at the park around in the next street over and chilling there, might get Bj & Steph to come along haha

We've moved the computer into the dining room now, so as I'm singing along, it's echo-ing, great acoustics haha, methinks I'll try out for Australian Idol next year rofl, funny if I get in ay? :P

Cannot wait for summer! We're *Dad, Bj & I* planning on going down to Ulladulla, one of dad's neighbours/friends have a house down there, I haven't been down to Ulladulla since before Nan got sick, Nana & Pa used to own a caravan down on one of the lakes. We're hoping to go down the day after Boxing Day (So the 27th of December til the 7th of January) and we'll have New Year's down there! hehe, might have more luck finding a guy to kiss on New Year's Eve down there ;)

Oh! Ma & I went to Wenty Leagues Club on Saturday Night, Ma had tickets to see Cosima De Vito - Tribute to Diva's, and asked me if I wanted to go, it was a brilliant night! Cosima has a brilliant voice! (She was in the very first Australian Idol, but dropped out due to vocal problems, something with her voice? I can't remember lol but damn, she's recovered!) I bought her 2 albums and got to meet her, she signed  them! SWEEET! My first signed albums haha! I took some vids, I shall upload them. :D

Fleetwood Mac tickets come on sale on Friday! I'll head into Blacktown and chat with my former co-workers at Angus after I check out Ticketek, which should be interesting considering Jason works Fridays and last time I was talking to him was via text and he was hitting on me :P Let's just say I'll never look at "wanna play Xbox?" again in the normal way :P
 

I wanna get Colbie Caillat's new album, I love "Fallin For You" <3 I went to the dvd/cd shop near Dad's on the weekend and picked up Seasons 5, 6 & 7 of Charmed, $12 for each box set, cha ching! All I need now are seasons 4 & 8 and my Charmed collection will be complete! We got home from Dad's Sunday arvo, I walked in my room to find, finally bookshelves on my walls! There's just 2 for now, but you can add on as many as you want, I'm loving them, my room looks brand new haha. Oh and I bought at Coles, those glow in the dark - stick on your wall/roof stars, I had some as a kid and have been looking for them ever since, I've got 12 up either side of Uncle Ken's painting in my room, I love them haha. I'll have to take some pics.

Anywho that's all for now...I think haha

xoxo

[	Current Mood	|	hopeful	]
[	Current Music	|	The Cure - Close To Me	]

Let's go dot points, let's go!

*Sunday night, Bj, Steph and I were picked up from Dad's, a huge ass argument ensued. Bj went off at Mum, Mum went back at Bj, Dad jumped in and brought back the*I use sarcasm here* "good ol' day" parental arguments that used to make Brendan run to his room crying, instead this time he took of down the driveway, I sent Steph after Brendan and tried to get Dad away from Mum, that didn't work, so I ended up pushing him away from the car and told him to get Brendan back in the car. Brendan ended up staying the night at Steph's.

*Monday afternoon it starts again when Brendan gets home from school, goes off at me, then at mum, then takes off to the park.

(The whole arguments & fightings wiped me out, I was so upset and tired at everything, I fell asleep at 10:30pm Sunday night)

*I apply for a job on Monday, get a call back within the hour for an interview on Wednesday (today)

*Tuesday - no fights, no arguments, pretty peachy day.

*Wednesday (today!) I woke up early, had a shower, did my hair, popped onto CoL then walked up to my bus stop. The bus was supposed to get there at 10:17am but got there at 10:25am instead, I was still early however, yay me! My interview was scheduled for 11am, but cos I got there early the guy (Brett) did the interview.  It went well, we were smiling, talking, joking around, he told me I was definately qualified and that he'll get back to me in the next 24-48 hours.  The downside is that 47 people applied, I made the halfway mark so they're going to be selective with the rest of the interviews... FINGERS CROSSED!

- TAX! I've been meaning to get my group certificate from Angus for awhile now so I can do my tax, I remembered today and went into the shop, I was shown by Little Bec (the nice Bec) how to log onto our ESS server and get it, so I came home (the bus was right on time, even early, got home fast!) and tried to log on but what's that? "Your account has been terminated!" MOTHERFUCKER!  I ring up Angus and have a chat to evil Bec, the bitch who fired me and dragged me along for months, she says "Oh, I'll put in a heat ticket and get them to mail one to your house." So she obviously fired me, that's why I was taken off ESS but insisted on telling me "Oh no, you haven't been fired, we just have no available shifts at the moment" even though she hired a new girl to take my position, while I was still working there!!! *Chuck Norris Roundhouse kick to Angus!*

* Ah, that's better, gotta love a little rant here and there.

* In more uplifting news, I got more credit today, wahey! Aaand we might be getting a laptop, as long as I pay mum back for it, so then the laptop will be all MINE! mwuahaha I'm so excited, I hope we get it :)

* Been listening to the Cure alot lately, love em!

*That's enough update for one day hehe, ciao!

[	Current Mood	|	contemplative	]
[	Current Music	|	Muse - Supermassive Black Hole	]

This weekend Bj & I were at Dad's. 

Friday afternoon we walked down the street from Dad's to do a little dvd/cd browsing and to get money out of the ATM for Saturday. I picked up Charmed Season 3, Underworld 3 & The Woodstock Diaries dvds :D  I stayed up til around 3:30am Saturday morning cos I had to wait for my hair to dry before I started straightening it for The Winter Magic Festival! In retrospect, probably not the smartest idea since it rained hehe, not so much up at Katoomba, mainly sprinkled here and there, but back here at home it poured!

Saturday morning, woke up at 7:45am, Angie got to dad's around ten to 9, we left at 9am, were bopping along to Lilly Allen's latest album, Alanis Morrisette's Jagged Little Pill, the drive up to Katoomba. The Winter Magic Festival was a blast! So many stalls and buskers/musicians on every corner,  I think we heard Eric Clapton's "Layla" be played 7 times the 5 hours we were up there haha. The Parade was awesome, so many floats, religions, different cultures.  I didn't really get to take as many pictures as I'd like hehe. I ended up buying a new Dream Catcher, it's very prettyful and a kickass glass ring with patterns in it.

Miss Angie had been sick for the past few days and her back started playing up so we decided to head back home, on the way home we cranked the Twilight Soundtrack and replayed Muse - Supermassive Black Hole, and dancing in the car, haha.

Speaking of Supermassive Black Hole, damn it's a sexy song! Just wanna start dancing everytime I hear it :P

I shall upload the Winter Magic Festival pics onto facebook :D

Oh! Dad also told me on Saturday night when we got back and were watching Bride Wars :P That Daniel is 23 years old hehehe.
 

[	Current Mood	|	amused	]
[	Current Music	|	Krysta Now - Teen Horniness Is Not A Crime	]

Quick update here hehe,  my birthday was alright, had a good time at the club with Ma, then late night shopping with Bj & Steph.

This weekend was at Dad's, didn't run into Daniel but had a dream about him..which I'm not telling :P

Harper's Island is awesome, I'm loving it and it always ends on a cliffy!! Dollhouse starts tonight on Fox 8, it looks pretty damn cool! What else...what else... Oh! I watched Southland Tales & 12 Monkeys last night,  Southland Tales had me WTF-ing the whole time, it didn't make sense to me but it was pretty cool and ROFLMFAO @  Krysta Now's "Teen Horniness Is Not A Crime".  12 Monkeys, I really liked it, damn Bruce Willis was fine looking ;)  sad ending, they always seem to get ONE kiss before the love interest dies in these types of movies. Brad Pitt as a nutcase was hilarious.

Now I'm off to do some icon searching!

[	Current Mood	|	contemplative	]
[	Current Music	|	Nirvana - Come As You Are	]

Was just watching a Nirvana doco on VH1, they played alot of songs from Nevermind, got inspired and finally wrote some lyrics!

Thought I'd share lol.
 

Copyright blah blah blah...

LYRICS:

Something in the way
You talk to me today,
Should be outside in the rain
Outside in the rain

Something in your tone
Everything's my fault today,
Makes me feel alone,
Makes me feel alone

Something in your eyes
Tells me, you think I lie
Should be outside in the rain
Should be outside,
Away from...

Something that you say
has me feeling like today
I should just get away
 

Not sure on the title as yet, I'm thinking "Today". Anywho the story I'm trying to get across is, you know when you have a really sucky day, everything seems to be your fault, and everything you do to try and make it better, makes it worse.
I'm picking my guitar up tomorrow, it'll be all fixed and smexy so I'll try and figure out some kind of melody :D
 

[	Current Mood	|	chipper	]
[	Current Music	|	Hairspray - Without Love	]

Hola! hehe, I have like 2 new Hairspray icons, was watching a bit of it on Foxtel before I came online.

Lets see, last weekend I went to Luna Park with Vikki & Logan, we went and saw The Eagles Of Death Metal, we were front row mosh pit, PHWOAR! Never been in a mosh pit before, and I think I'll hang back next time or take loads of water with me lol. After the concert Logan and I felt like we were drunk, only we hadn't been drinking. Vikki's brother came and picked us up and dropped Logan and I off at my dad's (Logan slept over cos he couldn't get back to his nan's that night, the buses aren't running at 1am :P) we walked down to the Kebab shop and instantly felt better after having a kebab to eat lol!

Dad was wide awake then so he came into mine and Bj's room (we share a room at Dad's, Logan was asleep on the lounge) and was telling me that Daniel (one of his neighbours) plays guitar, and I didn't believe him cos I'd never heard him play it, I've heard him when he's got his friends over and they're praying in their own language (I'm not sure where exactly he's from lol) on Saturday nights at 1am. It was like 3am by then, so I started to fall asleep when Bj goes "Dad's gone next door to get Daniel to play for you." I jumped out of bed, ran into the loungeroom and by the time I opened the front door, Dad walked through it and Daniel & his guitar were with him. He always says " you're here today" and then smiles whenever I see him. Anywho, he let me play his guitar (rofl this is starting to sound wrong :P) and then he played me something, and then noticed Logan asleep on the lounge. He said "Oh, someone's asleep, hope I don't wake them." I replied "Don't worry about him" rofl! and then I told him I could get my guitar fixed and we could play together (hahaha wink wink) next time I'm over. He asked when I'd be back and I said "Not next weekend, but the one after." He said "Okay, I will wait for you." then shook my hand and left LOL. So this weekend coming up (8th, 9th & 10th) is THAT weekend. I'm taking my guitar in on Friday to get fixed hehe.

Oh and in Dartsketball news (made up sport/game that Steph, Dad & I created one weekend at Dad's. We got the neighbours to join in :p) we finally got the dart down, and it was tough work believe me. Steph and I played Dartsketball for an hour and realised that wouldn't work, so Steph climbed onto my back then onto the bin and started chucking the tennis ball at it, she's not tall enough and I would have fallen off the bin :P so we were thinking of asking anyone if they had a ladder when I got the idea to get one of the broken fence pailings (sp?) - plank of wood ;) - from out the front and use that. So I jumped the fence to the front yard and got one, bought it back over and Steph got back on the bin and finally rescued the dart. WAHEY!  We got Brendan to join in for his first Dartsketball Experience, unfortunately the wind got hold of the dart and blew it over the fence, and now we can't find it. So I shall buy one!

THE WONDERFUL WORLD OF DARTSKETBALL

Thought I should explain it for future refrences lol! Dad lives in a two-storey apartment building (there's 6 apartments in the building). So one night we went out into the drive way/parking place (which is around back) to play handball, when Dad told Steph & I that there's a dart stuck up on the drain pipe and that he and 'the boys' were trying to get it down with a soccerball but it didn't work cos the ball kept smashing into windows/cars etc (haha). So we decided to try and get it down with the tennis ball, I got it down first and we found out the dart is magnetic. So we chucked it back up there and tried getting it down again, when Daniel and the other neighbours came home and joined in. The rules are simple, you need a two storey drain pipe, a magnetic dart & a tennis ball. You chuck the dart up standing about 3 steps away from the drain pipe (the higher it is, the more fun it is to get down, unless you're like a bullseye chucker :P ) then you throw the tennis ball up and try knocking it down. Whomever knocks it down gets to chuck it back up there, and you start all over again. It's pretty fun :D
 

[	Current Mood	|	amused	]
[	Current Music	|	Jim Sturgess - Across The Universe	]

hehehehehe

and now I am off on an icon hunt, need new userpics lol.

CIAO!

Hope everyone has a good weekend.

[	Current Mood	|	tired	]
[	Current Music	|	The Who - Love Reign O'er Me	]

Methinks this could be the 'year of the concert' for me haha, bring it on

(ROFL! Awesome, it copy and pasted the CoL smileys!)  Lets see, The Who also played all my faves, Baba O Reilly, Who Are You, You Better You Bet, Eminence Front, Behind Blue Eyes..so many I can't remember lol.

Oh and tomorrow night after my appointment with Centrelink (give me job seeker's y.a people! *fingers crossed*) I'm going to Logan's (he lives with his nan now, just a few streets away) for a movie night...this is where the 'eeegads' comes in, I do want to go cos I'm bored shitless and got nothing better to do, I also promised him last year we'd have a movie night rofl..he was asking me the other day where I wanted to sleep, I'm like "You have a lounge right, I'll just crash there", my options are: Logan's bed (with or without him) *EEEK at that one, I go "if I'm gonna sleep in your bed, I certainly don't want you in it *, his Pop's old bed, his Nan's bed (tis why I opted for the couch).

WTF DANIEL!  First you say we're just friends, then you keep flirting with me, you invite me to your 18th, then cancel it, then make a new date for it (this coming Saturday), forget to tell me then ask if I'm coming or not...say you want to see The Uninvited, so I ask you, then you won't give me a definate answer...you idiot!

EDIT! - OH also, forgot to put this up here ages ago...Chris (april's brother, former crush of mine) is going to be a FATHER! Apparently him and his gf Meagan planned it, congrats to them I guess lol)     I've met Meagan, she's a whole lot nicer than his former GF Angie, of the 'i hate your guts' glares.

[	Current Mood	|	bored	]
[	Current Music	|	Bj singing Poker Face!	]

I couldn't be bothered having a look at my last entry LOL.

~ Daniel (the guy on fb who we changed our 'relationship' status' with each other on NYE, Steph's cousin), his friend and Viktoria and I are going to see Watchmen at IMAX this saturday hehe, we'll be meeting each other for the first time..really excited hehe.

~ Got a new assistant manager at work, Little Bec (cos our manager is Bec)...starting to get Noah's Ark like..2 Alicia's, 2 Bec's... :P

~ Did stocktake at Wetherill Park store and got to catchup with Stuart!

~ Did stocktake at my store, got sore legs HAHA!

~ Erm...what else...possibly getting a dark brown hair dye tomorrow for saturday  :D

~ Getting guitar lessons of Owain (Steph's bro, Adam's friend. He's in a band called July Morning with his friend Jesse, who works like 5 shops away from mine, we talk on fb, pretty cool lol)  sometime this month.

~  Sort of got invited to Daniel's 18th, so hopefully that'll happen :P

~ The Who concert is on the 31st March - Dad, Myself, Uncle Steven & Aunty Cheryl are going together, found out Owain and Jesse are going too LOL
 

[	Current Mood	|	content	]
[	Current Music	|	Nothing atm..how sad?!	]

Can't remember much about my last entry so, hope everyone had an awesome NY.

I've got 2 new icons hehe, Jean Grey/Wolverine...cos I think Famke & Hugh should TOTALLY get together hahaha.
I worked on Wednesday, then Friday, today and working tomorrow. I can't wait to sleep in Monday morning :P Mum, Shane & The kids are going up to Taree for the week, they leave tomorrow. Brendan's off to Dad's for the week and I get the house to myself.. WOO HOO! hehehe

AAAAND some news, Mr Greek Guy whom I thought would never tell me if he was coming down here or not, or even booked it and everything. Well he's down here on Monday for 10 days..OMG :P

Now I'm off to icon hunt since I have some free time hehe.

Ciao!

Hope all is well with everyone.
 

[	Current Mood	|	amused	]
[	Current Music	|	Missing Hour - Machine	]

Christmas was alright, so was boxing day, we found out we have irish in us..and when our family first came to Australia the name was Madden and they came here about the 1800s. Pretty kickass last name, no? hehe

Xmas prezzies:

New Phone

Books - The Diary of Anne Frank, Sunshine by Robin McKinley, Salem Falls by Jodi Piccoult, the 3rd Anita Blake book

Cds - Lenka (my aunty works with her sister) & Missing Hour

Dvds - Mortal Kombat (1 &2), Angel Season 5 (woot my Buffy and Angel collection are COMPLETE), LOTR (all 3), Spiral & Queen Of The Damned

Money

Perfume - baby doll, smells like cinamon, i so want to drink it LMAO

~

On boxing day night, Steph slept over and  I went through her phone for someone to text, she's like "Text my cousin Daniel, you two will get along" so i did, and he texted back straight away each time, asked me for my msn and facebook and now we're talking. He's pretty cool, he's into science and reading like me, loves horror movies too. Hmm maybe future bf potential? We'll see haha.

Other than that, just been working pretty hard, looking forward to a holiday. Going to see if I can get some time off after the 14th :D

FCUK I just did an entry and I clicked on the wrong thing and it got rid of all of it! GRRRRR

I'll sum it all up then:

Wed - Christmas carols at Primary School
Thursday - clothes shopping
Saturday - work, then sleeping at Rebecca's.
Tuesday - work Christmas Party
Saturday - Uncle Glenn's Christmas Lunch then HOPEFULLY Carols in the Domain
Sunday - Work, covering for Janelle cos she's hopefully taking my saturday.

We went christmas light looking last night, i'm tired hehe. Tonight Zoe is going to see High School Musical 3 at the movies, mum asked if I'd like to go too, I'm not much of a HSM fan, I only like that song "Gotta Go My Own Way" but it's something to do so I said yes hehe.

I watched THE HAPPENING today, loved it!!!!  Oh and also had a weird dream, I was walking through the streets of Greystanes and took a wrong turn, next minute I was at the freaky church & cemetary up the highway, then it cut to me hanging out with Robert Pattinson (SQUEEE!) then it cut to Rebecca and I being trapped in an old school building, and it was on fire, so we had to smash windows and jump out.

WTF BRAIN?!?! lol
 

[	Current Mood	|	contemplative	]
[	Current Music	|	Kelly Clarkson - Can I Have A Kiss	]

TIS OFFICIALLY THE SEASON haha, I downloaded a bunch of Christmas Songs last night.

Then as I was writing in my diary waiting for my hair to dry, I get a text from Rebecca (not my manager, my old friend), so she rang me, we haven't talked in aaaaages, since just before New Years, because our mum's had a falling out and didn't speak. We were on the phone til 3:30am LOL she said she rang cos she knew I'd be awake, even if I had on work today :p
She was telling me how she has no friends and that I'm the only one who'll be there, even if there's a period of time when we don't speak. She's moved out with her boyfriend, Brendan (not my brother LOL, he's older), her brother's getting married, she's got her depression back, and she's been cutting herself.  (When she was 14 or so, she rebelled pretty badly, drugs, drinking, fighting, she ran away a fair few times) One time it got really bad and we found out she had multiple personality disorder, depression and she'd have panic attack's where she snaps and becomes a different person, but then she turned her life around (she came to live with us a few times) and she's still at Spotlight, she's a part timer now so I'm really proud of her. Unfortunately her depression's come back and she misses me, and I miss hanging out with her, so I'm going over to her new place to spend a few nights sometime next week, we have to start hanging out more like we used to.

Worked today, pretty busy, we found out that the Christmas Party is on the 16th of Dec, and we're all going to see TWILIGHT hehe and it's free cos Angus & Robertson pays for it! CHA CHING! hehe it'll be my first christmas I'm working, my first christmas party, really looking forward to it. Then we're either going tenpin bowling afterwards or out for drinks. I'm pretty sure I'm working the 15th, but my next shift is the 18th or 19th so I can have a day or two to recover haha.
Also found out that we nicked one of Hoyts' Twilight displays and it's hidden in the Dungeon, I took pictures though when I was out there today hehehehehe, will upload with my drawings next time I update.

I've also written half a song, I really want to finish it because I've been singing the melody and the lyrics and I really like it. Here's what I have so far:

You hold my friend
And now you're after me
The day you come,
I'm not giving in easily

I'm going to fight,(fight) fight, (fight) fight to survive
I'm going to fight, I'm gonna fight, fight to survive!

I hope they hear me up in heaven
I'm not ready for this to be the end
Remember every day passing by
Didn't see the darkness coming after me

I'm going to fight,(fight) fight, (fight) fight to survive
I'm going to fight, I'm gonna fight, fight to survive!

 

[	Current Mood	|	amused	]
[	Current Music	|	Kings Of Leon - Sex On Fire	]

Yesterday was mum's birthday, we went to Palm Beach, twas awesome!

And the other day I talked to the boy next door LOL, he's pretty cute for a 16 year old ;)

I've finally got some more shifts, being christmas season and all. I'm working wednesday, thursday and saturday this week.

I'm such a twilight nerd haha I started reading Twilight again, I'll probably get through all 4 books before the movie comes out. Which leads me to go hunting for some icons!

I'm re-doing my resume, and I'm going to go job hunting again. We've got a new manager, Bec, she manages another store about 20 mins from the one I work at, and lately she hasn't been giving me shifts..I asked about it and heard that she went $1000 over the store budget for the month so she's had to cut back hours, fair enough, but she started cutting my shifts before the budget gets done, she's just a bitch, she stuffs my pay around also.

Jason rang me, he and his girlfirend have plans for her birthday on Saturday, which is when he was supposed to work, and he also rang to tell me that I have a shift on tuesday, but asked if we could swap my tuesday for his saturday, I said sure cos I get a bit more on Saturdays (and apparently my shift on tuesday is 2 hours longer than his saturday one, so he said that if I'm worried about pay he'll ask that he not get paid the extra 2 hours cos I'm doing his saturday) and said that if I ever wanted to not do a day and he cover my shift, consider it done.

I hung my drawings up in my room, they look awesome and abstract and actually make me look like a weirdo but I love it haha. I'll nick someone's phone and take a pic...I would take one on mine except it shit itself! Stupid nokia's...I'm now using a very old nokia I got from Dad's, it lets me text and call so I'm not fussed.

In other news, Chris has another girlfriend, dude doesn't stay single for long. I haven't met her yet, she sounds way nicer than the last one, hopefully this one won't hate me lol!

I'm off, I have to go get the washing off the line.

[	Current Mood	|	artistic	]
[	Current Music	|	She & Him - You've Really Got A Hold On Me	]

I'm very into, what I call folk/indie/pop songs at the moment. I've just heard Robert Pattinson sing, guy has some skills! And watched a clip from Into The Wild where Kristen Stewart sings Angel From Montgomery, she's got some skills too!

I got out my oil pastels last night and started drawing, now I can't draw for crap so they look kind of kiddish, I'll post them up here when I get a chance to scan them.

I'm trying to write a new song, I'm actually singing along to it so I have the melody in my head...can't play it on my guitar cos what did I do? snapped another string...YEEESH haha.

Here's what I have so far:

Been dreaming of oceans
Been watching the sky
Been itchin' to get out of here
And go somewhere else

Tired of waiting, for my life to begin
If it won't come to me, then I'll go find it
Tired of standing, stationery

Chorus:
I want to sleep under a blanket of stars
Wake up, chase a storm, leads me afar
Thunder clapping, me directions
Lightning showing me, the way back

Send me out there, let me go
Don't worry bout me, I'll always find my home


The school just rang, I have to go pick Bj up, he's not feeling well.

Oh Ev! - loved those songs you recommended! (hey, maybe when I get lessons we could co-write a song together, worldwide folkishness!)


 

[	Current Location	|	computer room @ home.	]
[	Current Mood	|	restless	]
[	Current Music	|	Paramore - Decode	]

lmao weird subject title, I know, let me explain.
 

For the last week now,  I have been craving vegetables, fruit, and salad. Saturday night, we had people over for a BBQ and I made a salad that consisted LARGELY of Lettuce haha, Steph and I went halves in it while everyone else ate Shane's (mum's boyfriend for those who forgot hehe) salad. Then Sunday night we went up to my Uncle's for Pa's birthday BBQ (Pa's birthday was on Saturday *R.I.P Nan* but we had a celebration on Sunday) and Uncle Glenn and I made steamed Caulliflower(sp?) and Carrot mix in a white sauce. I tried it and it was delicious!  So WTF I'm eating vegetables I normally don't eat and finding myself thinking "I'm hungry..I want lettuce!
And another WTF, my period has been screwing with me, I used to get it on the end-start of a month, then it decided to switch for 2 months and come and visit during the middle of a month, now it's back to the end-start of a month.

Either I'm turning into a rabbit or the other option which Steph seems to think, I'm pregnant. :P


(dramatic spacing)




And no I have not had sex (that I remember anyway LOL!) so unless I've got another Jesus in my tummy, I don't think so.!



In other news, I love LOVE Paramore's new song Decode (It's for the Twilight soundtrack) *Which I'm OMG I HAVE TO GO SEE* It's coming out December 12th last time I heard.

PARAMORE - Decode

How can I decide what's right?
When you're clouding up my mind
Can't win your losing fight all the time
Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
You wont take away my pride
No, not this time
Not this time

How did we get here?
I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And its hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out on my own
(I'm screaming "I love you so... But my thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here?
I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

Do you see what we've done?
We're gonna make such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We're gonna make such fools of ourselves

How did we get here?
I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I use to know you so well

I think I know
I think I know
There is something, I see in you
It might kill me I want it to be true

I also think I may have a crush on Jason (the guy I work with every friday, and the guy who Steph thinks is the father of my baby :P) he's pretty good looking, taller than me, brown hair and eyes and he's older than me, but only by 5 years. He doesn't act older anyway haha when we're working we're teasing the manager and each other, except he has a girlfriend so no move to make there :P Damn these guys who already have girlfriends...YEESH!

Logan was over yesterday, he bought his PS3 and we played that for most of the day, then when Bj and Steph came home the teasing started :p (We were teasing BJ and Steph, they were teasing myself and Logan)  one of them went like this:

Logan: Who are you texting?
Steph: The father of her baby
Logan: What? Me?
Me: WTF, who said you'd be the father of my baby?
Logan: Well I'm the only one here
Me: Or do you think you'll be the father of my baby? :P
Steph: Oh god no, that mean's you two have to have sex...unless you've done it already!
Logan: Well, we HAVE been home alone all day....

(then some loungeroom throw cushions got beaten upside some heads and ended up throughout the house)

I don't like Logan though..for the UMPTEENTH time, everyone seems to think I do. Screw everyone :P lol.
So this has been a lengthy enough update, that is all.